Being 16 has its ups and downs...

Thursday, September 08, 2005

Plain Day

Today was just so plain, nothing exciting really happened. I will say this, 1st is the bomb! It rocks, me Britt, Ethan, and Brandon have our own little group, its so cool to hang out with them. 2nd period we went to the computer lab, which we didnt do anything. 3rd period we has a quiz that i knew everything about but of course once she said "QUIZ" I freaked out and missed a problem, (there was 5 questions), but it kills me how i knew it and i didnt excell on it. My overall grade in there is 77 C....i am not a C person, but i guess i have to live with it. One thing that has been under my skin is my brother, Matthew. He sleeps in that class, he is annoying, etc and he has a better grade than i do, i try so much harder. I wish Mrs. Barnett would do something about him, he is really annoying to everyone, not just me! I hear he is like that in every class, if he isnt careful no one is gonna like him. I like him better when he doesnt try to show off every 5 seconds, but anyways...lol. 4th period was better, we had a sub, so we really didnt do anything, i sat there and talked 2 David Kyle and Tiffany the entire time. Ok i have explained my day, let me talk about something else thats happening. lol. I am dating Jared, he is the best guy I have ever ever ever dated, it would BREAK my heart if he ever left me. But i wish he would show his emotions, here i am showing mine. lol But thats just jared i guess, i love him so much. I know love is an awful strong word for me and him to now be dating so long, but no-one understands my feelings for him, every time we kiss/touch it feels liek the 1st time over and over again, its so great. When i see him walkin down the hallway and he sees me, its like magical, lol. Well now i am gonna shut up, lol, u guys prolly dont wanna hear about that. But anyays tomorrow I am gonna bring up my courage and tell him how i feel face 2 face, wish my luck! TTYL TOODLES