Ahh...

Nothing real important has happened to me this past week. Bethel Camp weekend was the bomb tho. Me and Amy got alot closer, which that ROCKS! She is such a cool person. And of course me and Britt did to, we always get closer! lol Grades came out......I really disappointed myself....I got a C in Pre-Cal! I hate that class, i will be so happy when that class is OVER!! I had to baby-sit my sisters dog, Kaden, that was an experience. Im not used to a puppy, i am used to my dog, Pumpkin, which is really old and TRAINED! lol Me and Jared are doing so GOOD!! I honestly can say I like him alot better than I ever did my old boyfriend, Clifton (which i dated for almost 2 yrs) Thats kinda sad. But Jared has completely stolen my heart, he has it in his hands...and i love it. He is my kind of guy, he loves to have fun, he loves sports, he is just an all-around great guy, i am so lucky to have him in my life. Oh yea my best-friend Brittany and my cousin/best guy friend Casey hooked up! I am so happy for them!! OOO yea i almost forgot, tonight the Breathitt Bobcats won!! Against a 4-A team. we were down 20-6 at the half, came back and went into over time, the other team scored and got a field goal, we socred, we went for 2 and we won! I It was a great win for us! but i guess thats all for now! TOODLES

Nervous Breakdown

I havent wrote in a while, on account that I have been so busy! This year has been HECK, but I will live....hopefully. This past Friday I realized how all my stress has been backin up in my mind. Friday morning I woke up throwing up, but I thought I just had a little bug or whatever. But the entire way to school I had to hold the urge to just throw up. Once I got to school, I totally broke down in front of my 1st period teacher, mrs bowling, crying and going on, because i had a major quiz in pre-cal that day that if i did bad on could possibly bring me down to a D. I am not a D person, if you guys know me, the thought freaks me out. So I was thinkin about it, it all came out, I cant handle that kind of pressure especially when i dont know anything in that class, I study my butt off but it dont help at all, that class ruins my whole day/week/month, i hate it with everything in me. The teacher totally pricks me out everyday, and it has been building up, I would understadn if i did something to her, but i have done nothing at all. Anyways, Friday was also picture day, and i had quizzes in spanish and Science. I think I took a bad pic, I did horrible on the science quiz 2nd period because my head was hurting, i had a fever and i went to the bathroom to throw up, it was horrible. After that was pre-cal. :(:( When we got in there she anounced that it would be a partner quiz. She stuck me with someone who dont know what to do any bettr than i do. It was crap, everyone else had good partners excpet me! she pricked me out again. I felt tears coming to my eyes. WE went to lunch after she anounced that, so i went down to the office to call my dad to come and get me, which he wouldnt be there until after we took the quiz. Me andthat one girl failed the quiz and i hate to know what i have in there. I just cant handle all this pressure and stress, im not used to doing badly and teachers disliking me for nothing. I have done nothing to her. Thats enough for now, I am getting nervous just thinkin about it. Later!

Busy Sunday...

This morning me and my brother woke up to go to church with my grandparents, we had a great service this morning. But sadly Casey wasnt there so I had to hang with matthew, which isnt a bad thing. After church we went out to eat at Reno's in Hazard, that was good eatin'! lol But this coming Wednesday is my papa's b-day, he is gonna be 69! Which is great that he has lived this long!! Then after we went to eat at Renos, we went to walmart, i love going to walmart, its such a happy place, but then u get to the the chek-out lane, and its like how did i spend that much money? lol After that we all went to teh prark in Jackson because a lil girl from church had a b-day party, it was fun. I saw my friend Hopper, lol, Chris Spicer...actually he is one of jared's friends but he is one of mine now, he is awesome! Me and matthew played some ball at the park, but not much because we had to head home. Then we got home and here i am! lol I had a pretty busy sunday, i stayed gone from 9:00 AM to 5:00 PM, it was cool. Next sunday i am hoping to go riding, now that was FUN! But ne ways I'd better get off of here and head to bed, tomorrow is school....and PJ day! lol TOODLES

Well...Ups and downs

Once again sorry I haven't wrote in a while, I get so busy with homework, talkin on the phone, etc. But ne ways the last part of this past week was ok. We had a HUGE Pre-Cal test which i think i did ok on, i have to have done better than the last test (a %46) lol But things with Jared started out bad, but by thrusday and friday things were good. He was being realy talkative and sweet. I love it when we have a convo, I just love hearing his voice, and when he says something funny, lol. Ne ways I just got done watching Armagedon (however u spell it) It was one of the saddest/best movies i have ever seen! It was GREAT! I am still teary eyes from it, lol. Ne ways the Black Gold is this weekend, which i cant go. Which leads me to wonder if jared has been or is gonna go, i never do get to talk 2 him on weekends unless its at church and he hasnt been at church in a while, :(. This coming Friday is Homecoming, which means a Homecoming Queen, I can't wait to see who wins, its a complete toss-up this year. Last year I was for Brittany Linkous, and she won :). So I hope I vote for a winner this year, lol I am gonna run for Prom Queen more than likely, which I doubt I will win because I am not popular enough, but heck i can try! If your reading this please vote for me! lol (if u are a junior) I can not wait until prom this year! Its gonna be great! I hope i get to go with jared, i would love to spend that night with him, plus i get to drive :D. Oh yea, i got to join FBLA, which is awesome, i love that club, i got reporter again :D thats great. Plus i joined the academic team, thich is kinda scary since i am doing English Comp. and I havent had a real english teacher since 7th grade but hopefully they will teach me. But ne ways I have to go for now! TTYL! TOODLES

Alot of events

Im sorry guys that I haven't wrote in a long time, I have been really busy. Sunday was a GREAT day, me and Matt went 4-wheeler riding with our cousins and aunt and uncle, it was so much fun. I got drowned in mudd, from head to toe, i was so nasty. IT WAS GREAT, LOL! But then Monday was school, I was so tired from all that ridin, so i was drowsy the entire day! Jared poked fun at that tho. Then today was awful, I was gonna surprise Jared with something in his locker, since i get on to him for not decorating, so I made him a sign to put up int he locker but he decided not to come today. I was really sad because of course I didnt know why he wasnt there....we never do talk, so that made me think of things like that. But his cousin told me that he had a sore throat, so now i feel so bad for him. But I cant wait to see him tomorrow...I hope he will like it...I worked really hard. I wish he will realize how much I like him, lol. but ne ways I will update you guys tomorrow! TOODLES

BHS Friday Night Football

Last night was the big game v. Powell Valley. Our Breathitt Bobcats have always beaten Powell Valley ever since we started playing against them. Last night was a great game. They were up 14 to nothing before the first half ended, but then we scored plus got the field goal. So the score was 7 to 14 at the end of the first half. The second half was so EXCITING. At one point we was on the 2-yard line and it was 4th down and we couldn't score!! It was CRAZY. I was so mad. So Powell got the ball back, but then about on our 40-yard line we got the ball back! adn scored!! The score was 13 to 14 with 3 minutes to go in the 4th quarter!! We lined up to do the 2-point conversion, but of course we didnt get it, so we lost 13 to 14...:( we should have won, we played a great game. But oh well, it was very exciting. Getting to the game was very tough...I had to convince my dad to let me stay at Brittany's house and then her dad offered to take me home (a long drive from Jackson). He is the best! I just can't believe it, it was so awesome of him. I truly do appreciate it. My day at school before the game was another "so-so" day. Of course I loved 1st period, me, Brittany, and Brandon were all in a group, that was great!! 2nd period sucked, simply because of science, I dont understand science at all, well this kind, we are studying about the atmosphere. Pre Cal was ok, we learned something new, that I totally don't undeerstand, but what else is new? Spanish was cool, because we got to cook, that was cool. Then I went to Brittany's. But good news, me and Jared are doing a lil bit better as in socializing with one another. We sat in the hallway and held hands at popbreak, it was wonderful. Since he is a freshman he doesn't get to play football very much in games, but I love watchin him on the sidelines, he is so cute. lol But anyway I have to be going, I have work to do around the house! so, toodles!!

Plain Day

Today was just so plain, nothing exciting really happened. I will say this, 1st is the bomb! It rocks, me Britt, Ethan, and Brandon have our own little group, its so cool to hang out with them. 2nd period we went to the computer lab, which we didnt do anything. 3rd period we has a quiz that i knew everything about but of course once she said "QUIZ" I freaked out and missed a problem, (there was 5 questions), but it kills me how i knew it and i didnt excell on it. My overall grade in there is 77 C....i am not a C person, but i guess i have to live with it. One thing that has been under my skin is my brother, Matthew. He sleeps in that class, he is annoying, etc and he has a better grade than i do, i try so much harder. I wish Mrs. Barnett would do something about him, he is really annoying to everyone, not just me! I hear he is like that in every class, if he isnt careful no one is gonna like him. I like him better when he doesnt try to show off every 5 seconds, but anyways...lol. 4th period was better, we had a sub, so we really didnt do anything, i sat there and talked 2 David Kyle and Tiffany the entire time. Ok i have explained my day, let me talk about something else thats happening. lol. I am dating Jared, he is the best guy I have ever ever ever dated, it would BREAK my heart if he ever left me. But i wish he would show his emotions, here i am showing mine. lol But thats just jared i guess, i love him so much. I know love is an awful strong word for me and him to now be dating so long, but no-one understands my feelings for him, every time we kiss/touch it feels liek the 1st time over and over again, its so great. When i see him walkin down the hallway and he sees me, its like magical, lol. Well now i am gonna shut up, lol, u guys prolly dont wanna hear about that. But anyays tomorrow I am gonna bring up my courage and tell him how i feel face 2 face, wish my luck! TTYL TOODLES